If...interruptions annoy me, and private cares make me impatient: if I shadow the souls about me because I myself am shadowed, then I know nothing of Calvary love.
If...I take offense easily; if I am content to continue in a cool unfriendliness, though friendship be possible, then I know nothing of Calvary love.
If...I myself dominate myself, if my thoughts revolve around myself, if I am so occupied with myself I rarely have " a heart at leisure from itself," then I know nothing of Calvary love.